STOP -Dose stupid thoughts!!

Am i dreaming??Am i a bit overconfident?With not much popularity for my first Blog, http://sairahsblogspot.com all set for a second one?what do u call it?Wotever!!I don't care a bit n I'm Just waiting to get started.But to be frank I'm Moodless for the moment..Finally what really matters is MY MIND!!!!such a strange thing..itz flying..wandering.. Dont know were all??..Enuf of ur stupid thinx sairu,come back n B serious,Ah.well being my first post here i'll start of with myself.A women,in her twenties nearing thirties(though i don't want to,still young @ heart),A partner n a Mom juggling between Waves of life..for whom looking back is far beyond her worst nightmares.'coz she can't find anything there which she actually longed for ,Just a few slipped steps,wrong routes..Badly want to go back and live my life once more!!how i wish if i could!!wWhose is to blame for all this?I know what happened..why n why??some things are like this,i dont know how many of you have this same feeling?Honestly,I FEAR MY PAST.Mistakes do happen,but how hard u try to keep 'em away from us,they just bounce back with doublepower.but BELEIVE me they are my guiding swords for mooving ahead.A true lie... do xcuse me for spoiling ur time..